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[10 Nov 2006|11:36pm] |
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so this is what happened today:
slept until 10am. layed around till 5 pm. got up. ate food.
went to dashboard confessional. since it was an outdoor amp. we were just gonna listen to it from around and not pay $30 for a ticket.
then. a cop gave me and jenna free tickets. so we saw him sooo closeee!
and i just found out he went to the same college i am attending. i already knew he grew up here and i know a bunch of people who know him.
rambling.
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[16 Oct 2006|11:22pm] |
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this weekend was good. hoods and bishop were amazing. slept alot and stocked up on veggie food:)
ive been listening to atmosphere so much<3 im going to orlando this weekend. and thats about it.
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[18 Sep 2006|09:44am] |
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my aunt died this morning.
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[12 Sep 2006|10:11pm] |
schools going good. lifes going good. cj is coming soon. been going to the gym a lot. doing all my work. and showing up for every class.
the suitemates are going good. and thats about it.
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[21 Aug 2006|12:18am] |
 thats my room!
 thats my closet!
 my desk!
 shower room i decorated!
 living room.(in progess it now has curtains!)
there is also another bathroom but its just a bathroom. and 3 other bedrooms.
geh.
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| back home. |
[13 Aug 2006|10:05pm] |
new hair.

florida how ive missed you.
heart monitor i miss you too:

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[11 Aug 2006|04:18pm] |
well what a day.
1. got a heart rate monitor.(my pulse is like waaaaaaaaaaaaay to high ) 2.i get to wear it 24 hrs straight. 3. they found lumps in my boobs thet need to check for cancer.
and other stuff. but im tired. bye.
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[10 Aug 2006|07:54pm] |
in south carolina. moving in my dorms wednesday. umm. doctor tom. the end.
missing cj.
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[29 Jul 2006|11:26pm] |
everything is great right now.
except my fish ginger died.
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[27 Jul 2006|02:01am] |
tomorow is gonna be good! me and cj movie shopping dinner?
and im spending the night<3
its gonna be soo amazing. im really looking forward to it.
<3
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[21 Jul 2006|11:33pm] |
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so things are really beyond confusing right now. cj and i had a really good night last nite. he invited me to his house and we hung out. and it was pretty much wonderful. we played video games,and watched tv and shared some wendys and some other stuff happened too.
but we are both apprehensive to jump to a decision right now. i dont regret last nite at all. it was so wonderful to kiss him again. ive missed it so much.<3333
i think we just need to keep things the way they are right now and still talk. but just see how things go. i mean its a big decision.
we are both scared of getting even more hurt than we already are. but at the same time he makes me happier then i could ever imagine. id be even more hurt to not try to work things out.
i think ive grown up a lot in the past month. i know that sounds crazy but its true. ive done some reflection and ive noticed what a punkass i was being. seriously. i dont know what happened to me. i changed there for a while.
so for now we will just see what happens. he knows he has my love and support.
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[14 Jul 2006|12:45am] |
i lost 15 lbs.
most of it this past week and a half.
holla.
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[11 Jul 2006|01:20am] |
test shot.

more on my myspizzle.
myspace.com/xthisismurderx
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[10 Jul 2006|07:23pm] |
im not gonna front.
i miss you.
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[09 Jul 2006|08:15pm] |
i got a new camera.

Kodak EasyShare Z650 Digital Camera EKC Z650 • 6.1-megapixel • 10x optical zoom • 2" LCD screen • All-glass lens • Kodak Color Science Chip • On-camera editing
expect new pics soon!
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[06 Jul 2006|12:17pm] |
i miss you. i want to make things work. being with you yesterday was good.
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[05 Jul 2006|01:10am] |
im trying to learn to accept what i cant change.
have you ever been in love? the love where you cant eat or sleep. love is all you think about. its the first thing you think of when you wake up and the last thing you think about when you go to sleep. you see it in everything you do. and you do everything for it. youd travel thousands of miles for one second of a kiss. one small glimpse of what makes your world perfect. the whole world stops. you stop caring about how stupid you act or look. the only thing that matters is the one you love. as good as they can make you feel, they are the only ones who can bring you down. and love does not ever truly end. there is always that special feeling for a person, no matter what.
well i have been in love. i am in love. i wish i could change that. i need somewhere to go. someplace new.
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| peace. |
[29 Jun 2006|12:21am] |
im gone. sc here i come. unfortunatly.
10 hours for 3 days. then 10 hours again.
blhhhh
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